Why do you place me in this hole?

Are you waiting for time to expire?

Blind-foldedly walking the wire

Half numb, half dead, but still alive

Can’t wait for serenity to arrive

Don’t know how to feel

I’m not sure how to be

Insecure of living

This confusion swallows me

You’ll never really know

Even though I show

Up and down, it burns, inside

My emotional roller caster ride

I can never tell

If you’ll cause good, or hell

Next time you need me

I’ll say I’m tired too

[Verse2]

You don’t even realize,

That your actions catalyze,

And you shouldn’t be surprised,

That I’ve had about enough,

I feel my demise,

Try to look into your eyes,

You don’t ever hear my cries,

And I feel like giving up,

Escalating for a drop,

Even though I was on top,

Thought this dream would never stop.

But I’ve shaken awake,

One day you will see,

All the things you do to me.

I’ll get your sympathy,

Until then I don’t know what to do!